I don’t know. I don’t know why i try….i feel like i’m crumbling like bread crumbs coming into pieces burning to ashes.. I wanna scream but i cant , it isn’t in my place to scream. I have a headache everything i come back. I rather be home in my own hell… Then be in someone else’s. I wanna like to destroy my arms right now, i know I’m not strong. I was never was and never will. Cause at the end I’m alone, i cant breathe I’m like torn between 2 different world because i know in both worlds no one wants me. I just wanna somewhere to call home.
I really don’t know why i try sometimes…